this sucks... but i have to change xangas again...

you'll find me.

look at my facebook. or email me.  s267722@mail.nwmissouri.edu

I hate doctors.

"Well, take this medicine and in 2 weeks, come back and then we'll remove it."

Come on.... seriously. Its been there since summer. I live 2 hours away... so now I get to come back in 2 weeks and have surgery then... because my doctor sucks.

I'm so mad about this..... you don't even understand.

I don't understand why I just can't freaking trust people!

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the LORD...

Jeremiah 29:11-14

I hate bumps on your eye. Gross.

 Shawna Muffin!

 Shawna Muffin... again lol.

 Sorority Sista Katie!!

 Princess Kristen!!!

 Me and the roommate... we're so cute! Gotta love her!

Well.... I hope ya'll have a great weekend! loves!

Place me like a seal over your heart, like a seal on your arm; for love is as strong as death, its jealousy unyielding as the grave. It burns like blazing fire, like a mighty flame. Many waters cannot quench love; rivers cannot wash it away. If one were to give all the wealth of his house for love, it would be utterly scorned.

Song of songs 8:6-7

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I got an A on my computers test.... and I'm computer challenged. Be proud of me!

I'm coming home again this weekend to go to the doctor for my eye... and to escort my lovely boyfriend to his senior homecoming.

My eye looks like a have some weird disease. I have this huge bump, and every morning when I wake up, my eye is glued shut. Its disgusting... I know. So I made a doctor's appointment for today at the Health center, but what do they know there? Nothing. Last time I went when I was sick, they asked/told me it was probably because I was pregnant, which makes so much since, ya know? lol. I told them that wasn't a possibility... and I don't think I need to tell you why. They finally gave me like 5 different pills to take, but it was viral... so I wasn't sure what it was going to do for me. So I guess now you can see why I need to come home to go to the doctor.... lol

Homecoming....
Should be very interesting. I'm not sure what's going on really... all I know is that I get to get all dressed up . Plus before that, I get to go shopping all day.

EDIT AGAIN FOR NICOLE ELIZABETH SMITH

I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING ROOMMATE EVER! I LOVE IT WHEN SHE SINGS IN HER SLEEP... I LOVE IT WHEN SHE HANGS OUT HER WINDOW YELLING AT "JOE".... I LOVE IT WHEN SHE THROWS WATER BOTTLES AT MY HEAD WHEN I'M IN BED.... OH AND I LOVE IT WHEN SHE SITS UP IN BED AND SINGS TO MY ALARM. WHO WOULDN'T WANT TO LIVE WITH HER?! LOL I LOVE YOU NICOLE!

loves.

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place.
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow...
I've never been more homesick than now.

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Okay... so  Josh just called me and told me that Matt and Sara broke up. So I was like... Oh no, poor Matt, I wonder why Sara dumped him? So I was like, "okay josh, I'm going to have to call you back in like 10 minutes"... then he started laughing at me. He had me going for a good 15 minutes...

ugh boyfriends... lol

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If I could just see you, everything would be alright. If I could see you, this darkness will turn into light. And I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall. I will get lost into your light and everything will be alright...

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New layout thing... its pink.. so you gotta love it.

I think I've found it.... and I miss it.

If you miss me...... give me a holla!

Loves